ArShi Poem: My Heart Desire

ArShi Poem: My Heart Desire

I lay down in the dark and close my eye

I remember her breaking my trust

But something in my heart was itching

Het tears every time I hurt her

When I see her time slows down

The way I hold her shoulder always hurts me

I wanted to feel good for making her hurt

But I always felt the pain I gave her

I feel lonely when she is not with me

I want to be with her, trust her

But my heart is torn into pieces

The same way it was when my mom left me

Looking into her eyes when I first met her

I hated her like no one could ever imagine

But that was the day when I had hard time sleeping

Every time I dreamed about her

I had no idea what was going on

Remembering her even when I don’t want to

Made me feel like I was in heaven

Her smile, her eyes always took my breath away.

Always want to hold her and don’t want to let her go

Her gentle touch, her words, it meant a lot to me

I wrapped my arms tightly around her waist because I am always afraid to lose her.